Wonder and never knowing

This is what i have seen in life

As I often sit at work, with nothing to do, i think...
I dont know why people act the way they do. or why.
but it seams no matter who, my self included, people never know what they have tell its gone.
There is songs about this. book, and movies. Yet, its still that same. and i dont know why...
Or that death makes you realize how you feel about some one. When it "clicks."
and "I love you" leaves you mouth as you fall screaming, asking why! WHY ME!
why... Its one of those things we will never know.
When things get lost, and found we miss it, then forget we lost it. There are few ppl that can say" i know whats its like not having..."
the best one is Death... But i will save that for last for its to hard to explain...
Moving
When some one moves. Even if its across town. There is a gap. That is hard to fill. some ppl just Move on... put some people cant do that. so some times they think inward of them self's. Become a hermit. I have seen this. Or they get mad, and ever time the person that moved out comes be to visit the person that stayed get mad and has a lash out, over noting. Its because they no longer have that part of them. most people just feel empty and fill It with stuff to do.
Life and death
there has been countless reports of mother that move cars for there kids. OR some ones kid. But some mothers dont care about there kid. all they want is the money that the Government gives them. Some mothers, will KILL for there kid. or kill there kid...
That's the thing right? Ever one is different, that that's what's makes Man so much better? cuz we feel, our Brain size, god? What? That's the thing as well.. We dont know.

Death...
Its so hard to understand death. Its not a science we know, and understand. I dont think it will be. We dont know much past the body doing stuff. I say stuff cuz there is so much that can happen. Some is what happens normally. Some, not so much...
Its also hard explaining death to a kid. Most of the time all they know is that person will no longer be there. Same for a pet.
Death is used for more that life tho, like a car that no longer works. Its Dead. Or a computer... But its all the same meaning. Its Not Working Any More.

Raine
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