Life

Life
is hard
annoying
painful
happy
hell...
heaven

And Yet we live. Still, and tell death. Death...

Some times people dont know why. and Yet they do, or dont.

Love
Love can stop everything! Also, it can destroy every thing.
Wars have started over love. Love over a God, and the fellow man. some say love can but a stopper on death. Love for items as well. Some compare love to the items they have. Items they cant take with after death no matter haw bad they want to. The Ancient Egyptians thought they did. Of coarse, it was MUCH later they are way off. All the same. It does not matter. What does, is love. Love that can not be stopped.

Friends

“god made family to comfort--but he made friends to understand “

"Friends come and go, Best friends leave Footprints on your heart."
Saki, not the drink. But some one I once knew. She was... Special. She showed me who I am. In the short time I knew her. She helped me. and Yet, no matter how much i want to thank her, i cant not. That is my pain. Saki Chi. I will not say her name. Out of respect he her. If she does read this.
Saki, Thank you. With you, I will have never blossomed it to Me.
you will always be with me.

Saki was not the only one. My Angel, Shelly help a lot as well. Not with my Whole. but my Hollow. Before Shelly, i was missing True Faith. Not only Faith of god. But in People... People I did not know, People i hated at that time. Yet... She should have never happened... I do think that. I think that her life could have been better. But I will never know.... So that is how things are. Then there is Shona... My Wife, Whom I love. I have given my all to her. With full Faith, in her, god, and lasty my self. If this fails, I fall. with NO one behind me, That's is my choice.

Family
Ah, this is a hard one for me. For you see, my friends are my family. Not by my choice really. but thats how its worked out... My TRUE friends know me better that any one... The ones i call "sister" I feel i can turn to, no matter how bad i feel, or whats happened. There is just two (2) My Younger and my Older. I think, no matter what happens, i will always call them that....
Please wait tell Part two (2)
Raine